This post is going to be an absolute doozy. It is as much of a post-mortem as a blog post can be without the product in question actually being dead. We’ll talk about what went right, what went wrong, and all of the things I learned along the way. There will be plenty of duplication between other blog posts and my FAQ so that this can be a one-stop shop for those interested in hearing the journey of Bot Land.
Iterating, forming a business
In September, 2010, I had an idea to make a game involving scripting. I worked on various iterations of it in my free time for 5 years, never really producing a full game, but always tinkering with Bot Land to some extent.
Here’s the scripting view of the 2010 version that I wrote in Python:
Here’s the game as a multiplayer RPG from 2011 in Java:
Here’s the “lite” version of the game in 2012 (also Java) since the original plan was too vast:
There’s another iteration of Bot Land as an RTS that I don’t have screenshots of, but it’s similarly unimpressive.
After all of that solo work, a co-worker of mine approached me in 2015 about designing a game involving… you guessed it—scripting! I was excited; I told him about my original ideas, and we came up with a new design.
Within a month or so, code was executing in our prototype-of-a-prototype:
We talked to another co-worker who spent a whole weekend making art, and in another month, the game looked like this:
Another month in and we had different weapons, more sprites, and extra features:
The game design was very different from the current version. In this prototype, there was a single, persistent, deathmatch-style arena wherein players would deploy bots. As soon as they died, they’d get redeployed, so players didn’t need to be online for the game to have activity in it. Gameplay was mostly about picking a leaderboard (e.g. “damage dealt with lasers”, “resources collected”) and aiming to top it for the given hour/day/week.
This original version of the game was fun for about a week or two, then gameplay became stagnant. People had unlocked all of the items. They’d tried all of the strategies that they were interested in. There was no real sense of progression after that because the arena lasted infinitely, so players likely didn’t feel that they had much of an impact beyond the transient leaderboards.
But this was just a fun side project for everyone involved. It wasn’t until roughly July of 2015 when that started to change. I felt like I wasn’t learning much at my job anymore, so I talked to my wife about what I should do. She suggested that I try to productize Bot Land.
I conferred with the co-worker who’d originally approached me about designing a scripting-based game, and he was on-board. He wouldn’t be able to work full-time on it, but it was good to know that I had help going into this.
I quit my job as soon as possible and set out with a plan: I would start a business, dump a significant portion of my savings into the development costs, hire a UX designer and some artists, and we would produce a version of the game that was ready for the world. We guessed it would take about 18 months to complete.
Redesigning the game
We knew that we eventually needed to make money from the game, and we didn’t think a single arena worldwide could accommodate the number of players that we’d need for that. We redesigned the game to be a 1v1, timed battle that would require both players to be present and active for the duration of the match. We hoped that this would alleviate some of the other problems with stagnation and progression.
In the first twelve months, things were starting to fall apart on many fronts. The co-founder wasn’t able to devote as many hours to Bot Land as he’d hoped. This became increasingly challenging when we realized that the game still wasn’t fun.
This led to the most stressful month of my entire life: August of 2016. On August 21st, discussions with the co-founder about parting ways finally came to a conclusion. This was amidst frantic redesigns to try to salvage what we could of the game. What I settled on, game-design-wise, was asymmetrical multiplayer. I discuss the background behind pivoting the design here:
Looking back, there are several things that I would have changed if I could.
For one, optimism has no place in the business world. We should have confirmed or denied whether the redesign would be fun sooner than we did. However, even as I type that, I will add that it’s difficult to know exactly what makes something fun. It’s what led to August being such a crushingly stressful month. You can’t just tell a player to ignore all of the glaring flaws and only try to focus on the game mechanics. Instead, it’s a package deal—the summation of graphics, music, sounds, gameplay, and user experience is what influences a player toward having fun.
The second set of learnings is around co-founders. I do not begrudge the original co-founder for prioritizing life over work. A combination of hopeful expectations and repeated, fruitless conversations about improvement is what left me bitter.
Before Bot Land, we had made a single game together that was much smaller in scope, and we both considered it to be a great success. I think that success gave us false confidence; Bot Land’s scope was gigantic compared to the first game, so we perhaps overestimated how well we worked together simply because there was less work to do.
I learned that having a co-founder was incredibly important to me even if there were no official business dealings; I need someone with as much context and stake in a project as I have so that I can discuss things with them. Over the years, I’d approach friends about various decisions (e.g. “does this feature sound good?”, “is this a good way to monetize the game?”), and while they would give input, they weren’t on the hook afterward for the fallout of whatever decisions were made. What’s more is that you eventually reach a point where you burden your non-co-founder friends with your troubles.
In practical terms, I think that a co-founder should either provide some set of knowledge or skills that you absolutely do not have, or they should be as invested as you are (either monetarily, timewise, or both) so that responsibility can be reasonably split.
The History section covered up until August, 2016, but we have to jump back a year for this section.
In August, 2015, I decided I would stream the development of Bot Land on Twitch. People have asked what my motivation was, and it boils down to three things:
- Accountability – I wanted to stay on-task throughout the day
- Marketing – I needed people to know about Bot Land in order to make it successful
- Ego – I saw someone else streaming development once and I thought I could do a better job
I had no real plan and no idea what to expect, so I posted to reddit that morning hoping that I would get helpful suggestions on how to grow such a stream (side-note: it’s funny to read that thread now that I’ve streamed for so long).
That first day, there was way more traffic than I thought I’d get (~50 average viewers). I ended up narrating what I was doing, interacting with chat, and just generally dipping my feet into the very foreign waters of broadcasting my work to the world. I was quite accustomed to gaming streams having watched Twitch for a few years at that point, but now I was on the other side, and it was exhilarating!
I started out with a schedule of 32 hours a week of streaming—8 hours each for four days. I was as consistent as I could be; I started at the same time almost every day, I never once let my ETA timer hit 0 whenever I took a break, and I tried to announce any absences ahead of time. This schedule held until 2019 when I decided to cut back to 16 hours per week, that way I could tackle sensitive work off-stream.
When not streaming, I tried not to work much, but I was still overwhelmed by stress many more times than I’d like to admit. I felt like there was always a weight on my shoulders, that the world was looking at me, and that I owed it to myself not to mess up this amazing opportunity.
I learned a lot from my time streaming:
- 8-hour streams would completely drain me of any energy I had. I’m an introvert, so trying to code, be entertaining, and interact with chat all at once spread me thin.
- Exceeding 32 hours a week of streaming was practically a guarantee that I would burn out.
- When a burn-out would happen, the only real remedy was to take planned time off. Unplanned time off, like when I would stop after being too frustrated for a particular day, led to guilt.
- Being in front of a camera for so long means that people will see you in practically every mood that you have. Once people know what an average day is like for you, you start to get comments whenever you deviate from that average. This was true whether it was something small (like not styling my hair) or something big (like appearing more tired than normal).
- It was surreal to have a community form around the stream and Bot Land. They provided much-needed human company, levity, and help of all kinds throughout the years. Twitch is how I met HiDeoo, who has helped greatly with the development of Bot Land.
- Communities like to have celebrations even if they’re for seemingly arbitrary milestones (like 1000 followers or 500 days of streaming). I think I could have done more over the years on that front.
- I got to learn what people appreciated about my workflow and what they thought could be improved.
- Many companies start out trying to make Product X, but along the way, they discover that they have a real opportunity with Product Y. My Product X is Bot Land, but I think my Product Y is some kind of semi-educational streaming. I feel like it gives me a back-up career option should I need one.
- You make pennies on Twitch compared to what you make as a traditional programmer (note that I never streamed on Twitch to make a living even though I do have subscriptions and cheering enabled on my channel).
- I don’t like playing games on Twitch. I play games to relax, and the only interaction I tend to like during a game is with the other players of that game.
- Your productivity will take a hit if you’re streaming on Twitch. It’s just not possible for a programmer to keep flitting between chat and their code without one of the two failing. I tried to overcome most of the context-switching problems by taking excessive notes. It worked reasonably well.
5000+ hours of the streams are archived here, so if you want to see how things evolved over that time, take a look!
Many people ask about what the future of the stream looks like now that Bot Land has launched. Well, even though it launched, it’s not done, so the stream will still be up until 2020. Then, who knows? If Bot Land is doing well, then I’ll probably keep doing it. If it’s not doing well, then maybe I’ll consider that Product Y that I mentioned in the form of an edutainment show. Whatever it is, I’ll likely let everyone know through one form or another.
Part of why I’m writing this entire post is for personal reasons; I want a snapshot in time of what my life looked like at this moment in October, 2019. To that end, I’ll include some stats here about how the stream has grown:
Here are the current view/follower numbers:
And here’s how the average viewership has changed over the years:
(that large spike in September is due to front-page coverage on Twitch for the launch of the game)
Finally, I wanted to link to this somewhere: here’s my advice to prospective development streamers.
Picking a date and launching
Despite earning money on Twitch, I wasn’t making anywhere near the amount that I’d make at a traditional job. If you recall the History section, my wife and I only expected Bot Land to take about 18 months (which would have put us in about March, 2017). In late 2018, we both agreed that the end of 2019 would be a good stopping point unless the game proved to be profitable, which meant I couldn’t keep working indefinitely.
Common business advice nowadays is to launch a minimum viable product (MVP), then incorporate user feedback and quickly navigate that product to whatever success may look like.
The problem is that I had no confidence that people could enjoy the MVP, which I probably had done sometime in 2016. My thought process progressed something like this:
- If I publicize the game now, the servers won’t be able to handle the influx of traffic.
- The UI isn’t good enough.
- There should be a tutorial.
- The tutorial could be better.
- People keep asking for mobile versions, but they’re not ready yet.
- People keep asking about a Steam launch.
- I haven’t done enough marketing.
- [A maddening number of other bullet points could go here]
At almost any point, I kept thinking that it couldn’t possibly be launched. But the deadline of 2020 forced my hand, and I picked September 24th for the launch date (which ended up sticking).
The game had already been playable for four years at that point, so “launching” only really meant two things:
- Real-money payments would be enabled
- Players would have their in-game progress reset (e.g. they’d lose their unlocked items, any Botcoin they’d accrued, etc.)
I planned Launch Day to go like this:
- Start streaming at about 9 AM (and Twitch agreed to give me front-page coverage for two hours to help promote the game).
- Start the deploy process on-stream, which typically took about 30 minutes. I planned for something to go wrong, so I figured that I would have the game online by 10 or 11 AM.
- Make marketing posts on various social media sites.
- Celebrate with everyone.
If I had to sum up how those plans went with a single emoji, I’d pick 💣. The deploy process failed for some unknown reason that I’d never encountered despite the number of attempts (and even practice attempts specifically for launch) I’d put in. My front-page coverage ended before I even got the game online, meaning many people who joined the stream were just watching me amass anxiety in realtime.
I set to frenetically coding and eventually deployed. We discovered that email verification wasn’t working in-game, which meant people also wouldn’t be able to make real-money purchases. Even if they had been able to, iOS payments in particular were broken in several ways (and actually still aren’t online even as I draft this post). Then, due to having to hack together solutions in front of a live audience, I ran into a security problem that I had to fix.
What did I learn? If you’re going to launch at a live event, then make sure it involves nothing more than cutting a rope, and even then, bring a back-up rope. I should have had everything set up and waiting so that I could have just enabled traffic to the production servers.
On the plus side, the celebration aspect ended up being so incredibly heartwarming that I felt uplifted for at least two whole days afterward. The community, led by EveryJuan, put together a video commemorating the stream (Twitch highlight here, same video on YouTube here).
Expectations, goals, and metrics
I am bad at marketing. I imagine most people who start a business do so with the notion that they’ll stick to the core of the business, which in my case is game development. Unfortunately, that’s not how you succeed unless you have oodles of money to hire people who can fill in the gaps. Instead, you need to wear many hats: marketing, customer support, business development, design, etc.
I learned how bad I was at marketing leading up to launch. I wrote a 41-page document that I was using as a roadmap to guide me through the marketing phase. I’d contacted tens of streamers and YouTubers, and practically no one even replied to my emails. I ran advertising campaigns that didn’t really get anyone to stick. I tried some experimental ideas like a tongue-in-cheek crowdfunding campaign and a video specifically targeting subreddit culture.
Due to the lack of marketing success, I mostly expected Launch Week to be just another week. Thankfully, a Hacker News post that I made four days after launch did well, and that led to a reddit post in the /r/programming subreddit.
What was strange to me was the difference in perception between a week before launch and the present. The game hadn’t really changed, but people were playing more, actively participating in Discord, and suggesting it to their friends. I’m still not totally sure what caused that, but Bot Land now feels like a legitimate game to me. Another interesting turning point was seeing people find out about my Twitch stream through the game rather than the other way around.
I’d had tiered goals approaching launch:
- Goal #1 was my lifelong goal of making a successful video game. I defined success broadly as “a game that more than 50 people want to play”. I believe that goal has been met.
- Goal #2 was my goal for the last several years, which is to make Bot Land profitable. This is still in progress (there’s a lot of unpaid development time and savings to recoup).
- Goal #3 is what I’ll strive to do if I can even continue working on Bot Land in 2020: make Bot Land profitable enough for it to fund more than its own development for several years.
As for metrics, here are some quick stats since launch:
- 23522 total user logins
- 16440 guest accounts created
- 744 of these converted to full accounts
- 6899 full accounts created
- 16440 guest accounts created
- 54563 games played
- 31 real-money purchases made
Let’s interpret those a bit:
- A little over 20k real humans played a game that I made in the last two weeks!
- None of those guests will probably play the game again.
- The revenue from those 31 purchases was enough to cover the server costs for a little over a month.
I don’t have an exact number of bugs/suggestions filed since launch, but my email was blowing up, which is perhaps the most important metric—it means that people are invested enough to want to improve the game.
Overall, I think this is a solid foundation for the launch of a game. The money isn’t there yet, and the playerbase is still relatively small, but these things can be grown. The immediate plan is to stabilize the game as much as possible over the next couple of weeks, then get back to adding features and content.
It’s been overwhelming since it feels almost as though these issues stand in the way of “real” changes, but I recognize that they’re necessary and will improve the experience for everyone.
Perhaps one of the most difficult parts of making a game is having to make so many decisions. What language do you code it in? How much should Teleport cost? Is it more fun for players if I do X or Y?
The back-end runs entirely on Amazon Web Services (AWS). I started out knowing nothing about AWS, but now I feel reasonably comfortable with several of their offerings. In the process, I had to learn about related technologies like Ansible, Terraform, and Docker.
Most of the notes that I took over the last several years are public. I’m not an expert on any of the technologies, but you may find some value in them.
Was it worth it?
I always used to wonder whether I was ever giving anything my all in life. With Bot Land, I have no doubts that I did; I poured my heart and soul into the game. There aren’t many things that I’m truly proud of, but Bot Land is one of those things.
Could I have done things faster, better, with less money, etc.? Yes, and if I said that I had done everything 100% correctly, then it would only mean that I hadn’t learned anything.
I’ve gained knowledge, wisdom, and skills. I’ve met great people. I fulfilled a dream of mine. It was beyond worth it.